re-decorate! been busy painting the halls in my house
the TV hall and the hall beside it...not really a hall...
more like a reception area...with carpet, green armchairs and telephone
well...my sis did most of it...
I did mostly the TV hall and the door frames of my dad's, my bros', mine and my sis'
it's the lesses part but the tedious part to paint
like seriously
my my sis was done with the reception area and I was like...
20 minutes before I managed to finish it
I'll add pictures later...on how the wall looks now...
it's nothing extravagant but it's something new
and it looks cleaner and better...with a feature wall
how we actually started on this whole thing?
well my sis wanted to re-paint my brothers' room
and she said....since we're doing it
why not do everything one go
and it's really about time to do so
the last time the inside part of the house was painted was like...
when it was first built....
so it really is about time
because the old colours look awful with the brand new plaster ceiling
people will say that we did this due to my brother's wedding
come June...
seriously, we did not do this just for his sake
but for the house and for the people who live in it...a.k.a. me and my dad
I mean first of all... the one getting married ain't doing anything
my dad, my sis and myself...kept on asking ourselves
on who's really the one getting married
us? or him?
I am sure it's him....but papa did 90% of the wedding preparation
me and my sis did like 9%
and he did only 1%...
for god sake....he don't even have a list of what he should be doing or had done....
extremely....unorganised.....
I'm not really a super organise person myself
but what the fuck man?!!!! It's your wedding!!!
I so don't believe that he is so getting married
to a person who is equally or even worse in the department of maturity with him
I had to sound like a bimbo...because it sounds perfect in the sentence...
and the feelings I am feeling right now
if I could rip someone's head of right now...
I would be the most relieve person on earth....
life hasn't been bad or anything associated with the word
but it hasn't been peachy either
and it hasn't been for quite a long duration of time
what I am trying to say is...I'm sick of it!
I need something to make it all better
my grades are slightly better...
and it's slightly better....very very slightly....
not really happy with it yet....but I'll have to live with it for now...
I want and will do better this semester
I'll do my best on my research papers, assignments, reports, and my final
since I only have one final paper
the rest are all based on everything else but exam paper....
it's funny that I put the title as re-decorate
because I did mean it because of the painting session I had for the past five days
but there's also something else for me behind the word
like re-decorating our lives
I feel that I really did re-decorate my life
my personality
my sense of style
my interests
my way of thinking
my way of talking
when I was in school I was a coward in a huge vessel
even though people don't see that
but then it's also because I don't let anyone see that
it's because I am such a good actor back then
now...I'm not as good as an actor I was
but I like myself better now
I learned to like myself
I had very low self-esteem when I was in school
my best friend from school often told me
how different of a person I am now
so I asked them am I a better person or the other way around?
they said....it's something new but they like it
because they say I look better, I sound better, I respect myself better...
those are good things right?
what I mean with re-decorate is...
to re-vamp ... not completely change but modified....
like certain issues that we weren't able to discuss when we were younger
for example...Sex...
I remember in high school whenever anyone hear that word being spoken in class/ school
there'll be a big commotion among everyone
sometimes even the teachers had to meddle in it too
now that I think about it
why do they meddle on such petty thing? so nosy!
and now in college...it's a different story
even for me...it's nothing
it's just a three-letter word
so what about it?
I mean when I first entered college
I had like a total culture shock
but I managed to accommodate and adapt the culture in college
the most culture shock occasion I was caught in
was when my friends talk about their active sex life
it was an interesting topic to talk about and share...
and that's all I'll be commenting on that issue....
everything is so different now
the transition from primary school
to high school and then college
it's a very colourful process
and it's beautiful how these occasions made everyone unique in their own way
like me...on how I become obsess over Gackt?
or why did I decided to take English Language and Communication as my major?
if you ask anyone else....it won't be the same as mine...
and that's beautiful for me
I'll end this post here...
since it's already 4.59 am.....yerp...can't sleep....
p/s: I love Duffy!!! She's awesome!!!
p/s 2: Gossip Girl new episodes are out!!!
p/s 3: Twilight will be out on 12 December 2008....wait for me!!! I mean me and my Evil no. 1 / EPO
p/s 4: I am vigorously saving money for the Japan trip end of this year and I will make sure it'll happen!!!!
p/s 5: I haven't upload the pictures from my camera for like ages....I so need to do so....and I need to update my food blog
p/s 6: I want to watch Narnia!!!
p/s 7: I want to get Totally Captivated by Hajin Yoo....I love Mookyul!!! I don't care if he's a mob boss...he's hot!!!!
p/s 8: am totally in love with "Ai Uta" by GReeeeN
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